Update!

Hello!! I am pretty steady at 140 or so...I got to like 136, but Halloween candy did not help and I overate some, uhhhhh!!!!!!! But I feel back on track and here I am with the machine that I consider what helps me feel and look better!!

Hugs,

May

Hello!

Hello Friends,

This is HUGE to me...I am actually entering a size 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it myself!!!!!! I bought myself some size 4 jeans ( I don't care if they're tight--they close, don't they??!!) as a motivation tactic!!!

Every day is a battle against overeating...and a battle to keep myself exercising...some of those rough days I don't even feel being thin is worth it...but I also know it would be worse to give up on myself. So, I am presently at 137 on my scale with approximately 4 days a week of running 1.5 miles, jumping rope, and lifting some small weights. I think this is realistic for me, and even just that can seem so impossible sometimes for me...

THANK YOU TO MY FRIENDS WHO SUPPORT ME. I couldn't do it without you...

Hugs,

May

Hi!

Hi Friends,

Just a quick note to say how important you are to me, especially Court and JD....

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN THIS DAILY STRIFE TO EAT WELL AND EXERCISE....

Hugs,

May

Update

Hello Friends,

I have been pretty good doing my running and even adding in jumping rope...and although the numbers are not changing, I feel my body is!!

Hugs,

May

New goal!

Hi Friends,

I am going to try really hard to run a mile daily!!!!!!! Am holding at 140 lbs without exercise and would LOVE to get to 120 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's see!!!!!!!

Hugs,

May

So proud of me!!!!!!

Dear Friends,

I am so proud of me...and not in a braggart type of way...but in a "I'm living my dream!!" type of way!!!!!!! I am jumping for joy here, as silly as I look, haha!

Hugs,

May

Lesson from myself and new pics!

Hi Friends,

This past Wednesday I chose to overeat some things (Wendy's spicy chicken sandwich, small cheeseburger, fries; then a cinnamon bun & brownie!!!!!! I almost went to Geno's and got 2 cheese steaks with mushrooms and cheese fries...but thankfully decided against it and the moment of truth occurred--I thought, "I can start fresh RIGHT NOW!!!!!" and I did.); obviously I overate and all of the above are unhealthy!!

Well, I learned from my experience: Although I enjoyed the moment of these actions I did NOT feel good about myself; I felt full and ashamed of my self-destructive behavior. I am so proud of me for starting fresh, then went for a run on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday...in keeping with my refurbished goal of exercise 3x/wkly.

So, yesterday, I went to Fashion Bug and treated myself to some new clothes, here are my newest pics just taken. At this moment, I am 142, but my new goal is 135.

Hugs,

May