I'm doing ok!!

Hey out there!! Anyone visiting my blog?? Write me!!!!!!!

I can't believe I haven't written for so long!!!!! Well, I was on and off with good and bad times involving food, but but but!!!!!...I feel I'm doing super well!!!!!!! I am weighing in at 145/6 and am thinking that every single thing makes a difference...not eating more of this or that...WILL make the overall difference in not overeating. Remembering how I'll feel a certain feeling of shame afterwards helps me NOT overeat most of the time.

Hugs and remember you CAN do it!!!!

May

Happy Holidays!!

Hi Friends,

I am doing pretty good! If I make a bad decision I start fresh immediately, that really makes the difference. Knowing that I'll feel great after exercising is my real motivator for getting on

that treadmill!

Hugs,

May

Update!

Hello!! I am pretty steady at 140 or so...I got to like 136, but Halloween candy did not help and I overate some, uhhhhh!!!!!!! But I feel back on track and here I am with the machine that I consider what helps me feel and look better!!

Hugs,

May

Hello!

Hello Friends,

This is HUGE to me...I am actually entering a size 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it myself!!!!!! I bought myself some size 4 jeans ( I don't care if they're tight--they close, don't they??!!) as a motivation tactic!!!

Every day is a battle against overeating...and a battle to keep myself exercising...some of those rough days I don't even feel being thin is worth it...but I also know it would be worse to give up on myself. So, I am presently at 137 on my scale with approximately 4 days a week of running 1.5 miles, jumping rope, and lifting some small weights. I think this is realistic for me, and even just that can seem so impossible sometimes for me...

THANK YOU TO MY FRIENDS WHO SUPPORT ME. I couldn't do it without you...

Hugs,

May

Hi!

Hi Friends,

Just a quick note to say how important you are to me, especially Court and JD....

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN THIS DAILY STRIFE TO EAT WELL AND EXERCISE....

Hugs,

May

Update

Hello Friends,

I have been pretty good doing my running and even adding in jumping rope...and although the numbers are not changing, I feel my body is!!

Hugs,

May

New goal!

Hi Friends,

I am going to try really hard to run a mile daily!!!!!!! Am holding at 140 lbs without exercise and would LOVE to get to 120 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's see!!!!!!!

Hugs,

May